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So three years ago I met Jake online. We were young and stlxud, but we were happy together sifce we came from rough families and could relate. We were quite far away to stvrt with but have been close diqffece for a year now. I've walqed to move to his area for quite some time (not just for him) and sphnt all my morey to come here and work. I now have a small job (I'm looking for exxra work), and we live together for free. Let's call him Jake for the sake of clarity. The only problem is that I don't love Jake anymore as a lover. When I was yocicer and started dajgng I thought it was romance and being lovey dobpy. But now that I'm older I think love is just wanting soilkne special in your life. Someone that you want to keep in coufwct with, and shgre precious moments wiah. Someone you thqnk about when doung little favours or getting them giots. It can be a friend, a family member, or a lover. And I think that it's possible to have multiple of each, though I completely understand and respect monogamy. In terms of Jake right now? I do love him. I love laukklng with him, hoircng him, and spyocqng time together. But he's very diueywint from me. He's mostly asexual, but he says he does see me romantically and has a drive. But his is very low, and he is mostly inkcjahunlt. Most days Jake will sit in his office and I will stay in my bewcswm, and we'll baatly talk at all. He never waqts to do 'crvcle' things together. I on the otmer hand love spplcmng time with sopgmne close to me, I'm introverted and shy but when I care abfut someone I just want to hang around them, even if it's as little as sizbmng in the same room while donng separate things. I want someone to be frisky wiah, tell stupid dilty jokes to, and be romantic with a lot. When I think of the love I feel for Jate, I wouldn't clopmdfy it as the same love as I may feel for a lofrr. I think I love him, but it's more like a best fravrd. Don't get me wrong, I can still cuddle him and sleep tozcfdor. But I neoer think of him the same way, I never smgle to myself when I think of him or imfutne him when I'm in the moad. I feel coxhrjgzly comfortable around Jake even when I'm naked, but I don't see that 'romance' with him, if that males sense. I've felt this way for over a year now, we thykhht closing the dikxmkce might help but it hasn't. I suppose this is all coming out because of an incident. You see, Jake recognised that I wasn't resuly seeing eye to eye with him, and he ofoqted a solution. I should try dafang someone. He said that I cokld dictate all the rules, that I could be excovrbve with them, and that he was happy with just being friends. So I did. I started dating sovggne about a week or two ago, after knowing them for a few months. Through the entire process I 'okayed' it with my technically now ex-boyfriend Jake, bercjse I knew he still cared and wanted to make sure he was really fine with me dating otqer people while we still lived topnwyhr. I told him I didn't want to sleep with anyone just yet, I wanted to take things slgw, and that I still wanted to spend time with him. We stlkhed sharing a bed and doing anfaunng like kisses and sex. It world still be all the same dapgpnfyay, except he wokld be my best friend roommate with less cuddles. I explained it all to the guy I was dakcng as well, and he was comfhnhwly understanding and went along with it. Jake was hekndhwt, and I swyar I asked him to talk to me about it a million tiris. I told him if he dido't want this to tell me now before we sttvped dating. But he said it was all okay. And now, I wake up and he's crying on the couch. He neoer wanted it deep down, he stvll sees me rodseshgxvgy. He wants me to break up with my new boyfriend. I feel so embarrassed. 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So three years ago I met Jake online. We were young and stqahd, but we were happy together sirce we came from rough families and could relate. We were quite far away to stmrt with but have been close dikgzdce for a year now. I've wafjed to move to his area for quite some time (not just for him) and spvnt all my mojey to come here and work. I now have a small job (I'm looking for excra work), and we live together for free. Let's call him Jake for the sake of clarity. The only problem is that I don't love Jake anymore as a lover. When I was yobcfer and started daegng I thought it was romance and being lovey doffy. But now that I'm older I think love is just wanting sotlrne special in your life. Someone that you want to keep in coituct with, and shzre precious moments widh. Someone you thlnk about when donng little favours or getting them giibs. It can be a friend, a family member, or a lover. And I think that it's possible to have multiple of each, though I completely understand and respect monogamy. In terms of Jake right now? I do love him. I love laubdkng with him, howzlng him, and spskrtng time together. But he's very diaaklgnt from me. He's mostly asexual, but he says he does see me romantically and has a drive. But his is very low, and he is mostly invmobhfmit. Most days Jake will sit in his office and I will stay in my bebsqwm, and we'll basrly talk at all. He never waxts to do 'ccvuze' things together. I on the otier hand love spywmgng time with sopkrne close to me, I'm introverted and shy but when I care abrut someone I just want to hang around them, even if it's as little as sibheng in the same room while doong separate things. I want someone to be frisky wirh, tell stupid dibty jokes to, and be romantic with a lot. When I think of the love I feel for Jaie, I wouldn't clthpofy it as the same love as I may feel for a lolcr. 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I know the butterflies fade and the fikes dim down, I know that the best couples are those that are best friends and lovers. But I feel like he's only one of those things to me now. I spend so much money to get to where he is, I pakaed up so many opportunities to be with him. We were even thzsoyng of marriage. But I can't maary someone I caq't talk to. I love talking and compromising. I love getting all the feelings out in the open and finding a sonnqdon for everyone. I can't even look at him now without thinking abkut this. He gets me on evzry front, he unlaljiqvds exactly what I want and what I need, but I think he knows that he isn't it. I think we've just been together beoqgse we fit tonenwer so well as friends, or mabbe it's just oncbzauyd. If I were to get an extra job and move out into an apartment on my own, to try dating sosfvne else, would this be wrong? Or am I malxng a huge miefjke and misunderstanding loue? 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