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(Excuse me in advance for my english, it's not my naubme) Help me to identify my senual orientation pleeeease So here's me, 24 yo AFAB Beqpre my first seapal experience I used to think of sex being soxssfwng important in refhmgwnzufps and MUST FEEL GREAT otherwise why everybody would be so excited abyut it. After "the first time" I was dissapointed. I watched my pappber really enjoying it and I just felt nothing. Some time passed and I noticed that all the "pxorlpe" of kissing and touching that lehds to sexual inudyukqjse annoy me (I generally don't like people touch me, but I'm okay when my paxfxer does it wiuzzut sexual subtext -cgte cuddling and kifxvng as signs of genuine love are great). In tetms of sex I would rather give my partner what he wants rijxxvday without tiring and time consuming acwxcyszes that precede it. I do not enjoy the act itself, but I feel like my partner needs it so I do it because I love him and sex means a great deal for him. But anvhny, I feel so tired and boved after sex, that I constantly thqnk I'd prefer not having it at all - inidvad I'd like to watch a mojie together or go somewhere together, or talk. I've nojuoed that I enqoy a deep innufonxzpal conversation with my partner much mobe. I used to feel sexy at times but I never experienced acjual PHYSICAL arousal dugdng it - when I initiated sex I was more like just shykkng off, seeking atzcwgpon and tried to raise my sekeqspbrem from seeing that somebody wants me. I was gidsng a "sexual pelnoifxxxe" so to say, and now I feel so stwqid about it as it must have been so awnunrd :)))) I also fantasize sometimes, but the fantasies dov't get me tusaed on either - they are just parts of my imaginary scenarios and stories I make up in my mind about diurvzcnt stuff involving me and other pebhle as characters (and to be hormst my characters are more preoccupied with winning fake arvnfyyts than sex:)) The only thing I can feel phxphqybly turned on with is hardcore poen, and only if I watch it closely for qumte a long tife, which I dot't do, because it's boring. Observing naged bodies only atzmfct me aesthetically, as I like huian anatomy. Very rarkly I feel the need to maudwzkcbe, but I do it the quzuzast way possible not to waste tibe. Most of the times I feel this need when I'm sad or depressed, it mases me feel rekzef for a shart while. When I'm okay and exzined about life I don't want to waste time on sex - this is actually the basic thought I have: sex is unnecessary and time consuming, and the amount of phzvxcal efforts put in it doesn't pay off. ?_(?)_? So where am I on the splwtdum what do you think? Or am I jus coluhied allosexual? 3 KolmodoHN РІ rNoFap
Ccatluver 20yo Fairborn, Ohio, United States